the first time

the first time we met,
the first time we talked,
the first time i saw u,
the first time i fell deep into love,
the first time i got your phone number,
the first time i called you,
the first time we chat in phone,
the first time u accept me,
the first time i was so happy in my life,
the first time we go paktor,
the first time we hold hands,
the first time we watched movie together,
the first time we kissed,
the first time we sang together,
the first time i hugged you,
and
the first time you wanna break up with me,
i declined,
the second time,
again,
i declined,
the third time,
i had no choice but just to follow your will
the first time i hurt so much, so deep


i have seen you grew up,
from a little girl that no one even wanna talked more about,
into an angel of any guys that love you,
i tried so many times,
to ask you for going back together,
but everytime,
i get the same answer,
No..

i dint gave up,
i kept on waiting,
waiting for that miracle to appear,
one year..
two years..
now..

did have people ask me before,
why you wanna wait her for so long,
n i said,
because i love her,
why love her so much?
i dont know,
since the day i saw her, i met her,
i already cant control myself,
sorry for that,
if i keep on bothering you for so long
disturbing you,
everyday,
every night,
but you dint scold me,
thank you~

did have people ask me too,
what is the feeling of waiting for a girl for so long,
what is the feeling that the girl u care so much in yourself,
but you cant care so much on the surface,
and i told him,
you will know soon,
not long ago,
he found me,
told me about this "task"
and he said,
it hurts,
yea,
indeed,
it hurts when you wanna do something that you cant do but did other thing that you dont wish to,
and i told him,
you still have a lot more to learn.

i love to see your face,
i love to see your smile,
i love everything about you,
even though just a tiny little small matter about you,
i would also like to hear about it,
not because of what,
is just because i care about you.

just now u said that,
in your status,
im too good for you,
you are not suitable for me,
i was thinking,
why,
i dint care anything about what suitable or not suitable,
but i know you dont want to be in love for the moment,
so,
i wait..

i just want you to know,
no matters how long i wait,
i would still love you,
i would still wait for you,
i would accompany you,
through any circumstances,
any problem,
i would not leave you,
maybe,
until you have a better person then me for you,
maybe,
that time i  will cry for the whole day,
just to forget you,
i hope that this day would not come.



Sorry that i love you..
KW

"i dint meant to blame you, because you are not wrong, just suddenly wanna express emo in english"
"sorry if my english sucks"